self-insanity

So, I've decided I probably need to talk to someone... professionally. Just thought I should throw that out there :) get the hard stuff done while I can... I have exactly... ONE picture up :) but hey, Chandlier of Doom is pretty epic, if you ask me... And another... strangely beautiful Zack? Yeah, he's my boyfriend <3 YAY! And I get pictures of him as soon as school is back... (we're currently in a snowpocolypse). But I'm extremely happy but I haven't seen him... it was snowing when he asked me out, so I haven't been able to talk to him except over electric devices. I'm actually talking to him right at this moment :) HAPPYYYYY!

My brother has moved out to live with this guy named Vincent... he's a goof, but he's nice so it's okay. But since Shane's moved out, that means I get to move in... to his bedroom. My room was light purple (it's called Honesty Purple... bleh). I'm not a light person, so I'm moving into Shane's, which is light and dark blue (three light-ish and one dark). It's a teensy bit smaller but I think I can make it work. I may not be sure about God but one of my friend's, Zack's, grandma is having problems and he's freaking out, so I'm praying for him and his family. He had to go to Minnesota, and it took more than eight hours... maybe 11 or 12? to g

Bottom line: I LOVE to read. It calms me down, I forget about whatever, and I'm THERE. I'm no longer here; at least, my head isn't anywhere close to where I am. I've been reading since before kindergarten. By the time I was in third grade, I had read five Harry Potter books. Now I can't tell what parts of me are real and what parts I snatched from a book. The way I talk, the words I say, the way I feel... description, sight, sound, it's like I relate everything to something I've already read. Traits I have are EXACTLY like that one character from this book, that book, and I developed them AFTER I read the book. It's really spooky. Because